self discipline

i always wondered that why was it that my olahraga club mates always won prizes for every competition and i didn't. at first i thought it might be that they entered the club earlier than me. and this made them to be more experienced and their basis were better. then i realised that i was wrong. it was their endeavour, their self discipline, their willingness to strive to do their best.

it was a few day's ago that i realise my mistake, i was chatting with my friend while leaving the school and he brought up a topic about a class mate of his which was a club mate of mine . he said that she is so 'geng' in her studies. and he mention about her self discipline , which was very good, that although the whole class was so busy talking when there was no teacher in the class, she dint even bordered about her friend and kept on doing her maths or revisions.

my friend said, ' isn't that all the athletic are like that ( which meant very self disciplined)?'

i thought thought of it for a moment then i simply answered him ,'ya'
i was too ashamed to answer him the question, because i as the athletic dint have self discipline as much as they (club mates) do.

i went home and thought of it for a long time. i have done some flashback. finally i found the answer for my failure in both academic and sports. it was me all along, my habit had cost me to pay the price.

from now on, i will be more self disciplined , and know my responsibilities at all times(maybe not all but most of the time.)

P/s: pupils of 5s8 i hoped that you all have the same awakening as i do. work hard to achieve success and leave all regrets behind.

we have one more month to study for our tra-exam
gambate!!!

blessing or curse

sadly or gratefully i pronounced i have been chosen to participate in the next National Service.

it's a blessing or a curse? i wondered...