Participated the red cross activity made me realise, i am still not strong enough (mentally amd physically).
i will strive to make my self to be stronger so that i could protect help others.
Monday, 30 May 2011
Saturday, 28 May 2011
Saturday, 21 May 2011
打开绿屋，晒晒阳光!
弟弟从小就皮得很 ，大人的话永远都进不了弟弟的耳朵。不懂事故的弟弟让我们一家大小都为他担心，担心将来他将如何踏入社会独立生活。几个星期弟弟还遇上了车祸， 幸好， 只受了皮外伤，但也足够让我们一家来个破胆之惊。
今天早上， 弟弟要到怡保整理宿舍和准备上学，虽然这到怡保只要一个多钟头的车程，但这还是弟弟第一次需要离开家这么长的时间（五年）。我并没有随他一同去， 因为正在考试，只有父母陪他。
弟弟离开家前，我发现他好像成长了几分， 发出的气息不同了，有成熟的味道。这是我才肯定他已经准备好了。 我给他一个拥抱，叮咛他‘长大了要乖乖啊’！
人人说‘离开家的孩子才会成长’果然不虚！
弟弟加油！！！
今天早上， 弟弟要到怡保整理宿舍和准备上学，虽然这到怡保只要一个多钟头的车程，但这还是弟弟第一次需要离开家这么长的时间（五年）。我并没有随他一同去， 因为正在考试，只有父母陪他。
弟弟离开家前，我发现他好像成长了几分， 发出的气息不同了，有成熟的味道。这是我才肯定他已经准备好了。 我给他一个拥抱，叮咛他‘长大了要乖乖啊’！
人人说‘离开家的孩子才会成长’果然不虚！
弟弟加油！！！
Sunday, 1 May 2011
my past school life was miserable, at then i thought, am i going to let my school life to end with nothing.'no of course!' So with the feeling of having an uncompleted mission to complete i decide to return to school to pursue form 6 studies.
well a year has passed and time has prove me right. going back to form six give me the time to think about what happened and what i did during the lower forms.
to start with, i ask my self , 'why was i feeling so miserable in all those years'
first i thought it was because i kept quit going for school activities then slowly my friends become lesser and my academic achievements wasn't as good as before. while seeing my friends become more successful, i feel depressed and i even look down on my self. for short before i quit uniform body activities i was somebody but after i quit i was no body.
then i come to realise that i quit the activity because choose to do so and i believe i would make my own stunning achievement, but luck wasn't on my side, i participate many other clubs but i am still no body, slowly i lost my confidence, then i start to think that i had made the wrong choice to quit and then started to grab on the 'little things' the good memories and high achievement, i had before i quit school activities, i was very afraid to think that i have become a no body , instead i recall how good i used to be. and ever since that i had been living in 'i used to be very good'. slowly i give up and forget why i quit.
pursuing form 6 remind me of all this.
now i could stop feeling miserable, i quit activities because i choose to and i believe that i could to better differently.
this time i am going to make my school life a better one and i believe i can make it.
with this attitude ,i believe it will make a very big and beautiful 'full stop' to my smjk jit sin life.!!!!
well a year has passed and time has prove me right. going back to form six give me the time to think about what happened and what i did during the lower forms.
to start with, i ask my self , 'why was i feeling so miserable in all those years'
first i thought it was because i kept quit going for school activities then slowly my friends become lesser and my academic achievements wasn't as good as before. while seeing my friends become more successful, i feel depressed and i even look down on my self. for short before i quit uniform body activities i was somebody but after i quit i was no body.
then i come to realise that i quit the activity because choose to do so and i believe i would make my own stunning achievement, but luck wasn't on my side, i participate many other clubs but i am still no body, slowly i lost my confidence, then i start to think that i had made the wrong choice to quit and then started to grab on the 'little things' the good memories and high achievement, i had before i quit school activities, i was very afraid to think that i have become a no body , instead i recall how good i used to be. and ever since that i had been living in 'i used to be very good'. slowly i give up and forget why i quit.
pursuing form 6 remind me of all this.
now i could stop feeling miserable, i quit activities because i choose to and i believe that i could to better differently.
this time i am going to make my school life a better one and i believe i can make it.
with this attitude ,i believe it will make a very big and beautiful 'full stop' to my smjk jit sin life.!!!!
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