my past school life was miserable, at then i thought, am i going to let my school life to end with nothing.'no of course!' So with the feeling of having an uncompleted mission to complete i decide to return to school to pursue form 6 studies.

well a year has passed and time has prove me right. going back to form six give me the time to think about what happened and what i did during the lower forms.

to start with, i ask my self , 'why was i feeling so miserable in all those years'
first i thought it was because i kept quit going for school activities then slowly my friends become lesser and my academic achievements wasn't as good as before. while seeing my friends become more successful, i feel depressed and i even look down on my self. for short before i quit uniform body activities i was somebody but after i quit i was no body.

then i come to realise that i quit the activity because choose to do so and i believe i would make my own stunning achievement, but luck wasn't on my side, i participate many other clubs but i am still no body, slowly i lost my confidence, then i start to think that i had made the wrong choice to quit and then started to grab on the 'little things' the good memories and high achievement, i had before i quit school activities, i was very afraid to think that i have become a no body , instead i recall how good i used to be. and ever since that i had been living in 'i used to be very good'. slowly i give up and forget why i quit.

pursuing form 6 remind me of all this.

now i could stop feeling miserable, i quit activities because i choose to and i believe that i could to better differently.

this time i am going to make my school life a better one and i believe i can make it.

with this attitude ,i believe it will make a very big and beautiful 'full stop' to my smjk jit sin life.!!!!