Sunday, 5 August 2012

last post!

hey all , this would be my last post here. i will continue blogging i a new blog   http://yifeng2012.blogspot.com/  . i ve thought of continue posting on the same blog, but i need a fresh strart , as this current blog is mostly focused on my high school life.The new blog will be about my university life. never the less the main theme will be how i progress and change in life to be come a better person in short growing up with me!!!

Sunday, 11 March 2012

My STPM result announced last wednesday, before going to school to recieve my result, i went to cut my hair, i thougnt, if i had a bad result at least i looked good and then i wont feel so sad.

when the moment i recieve my result envelop, i feel excited, worried, anxious,etc. despite having all these mixed feelings, i was glad i finally fecieve my result after a long wait. i opened my envelop and pray to god , please dont let it be to bad to look at. ahh!!! it was supprised when i saw my result. i was very good and i was satisfied....

I always thought i wasn't good enough. but this time i am sure that i am indeed better than others. my hard work really paid off. i want to thank my parents, teachers and my friends.

Wednesday, 28 December 2011

well, i have walked a long way, and finally its the end of my high school life. there are bitterness and sweetness for each and every step i took. so lets have a flash back , a summary or even a conclusion of my journey.

when i started this blog, my purpose was to find an event to fill the emptiness in me ,a place to hide from my problems and reasons to rationalise running away from my problems. u guys always heard me complaining , regretting because could not embrace myself to face my problems.

when i entered form 6. i said to my self 'face my problems it's now or never' . so i embrace myself although with fear to join the activity they also participate in as AJK . because i wasted all the time we could work together and have fun, running away. so i feel like i am given a second chance to see how it is working and have fun with them. i walked the road not taken( great thanks to Chu Yong andHan Min)

i started talking to the friends that i afraid of my whole life. and the more i talked to them i found they don't think the same the way i think of me ! as a traitor. and started to bond a little( at least there is no wall between us).

wah so relived, never thought it would be so easy....and this time i really felt growing up. because i have overcome my fear...hehehe

Saturday, 11 June 2011

daily diary

假期剩下两天了,过后就要上课了,迎接新的学期。

我相信每个人对这个假期定下许多的目标:
1。 要读完多少本书。
2。 要到哪里去玩。
3。 等等。

今天我随同我bio班的朋友到槟城玩。翰闵的最疯狂了,穿着内裤在海滩跑来跑去。
他说要玩只是在这假期,开学就没时间玩了,开学就认真读书,拼了,不再去想玩了。

他这句话让我深思, 我是否好好利用我这假期。有的!!!(我很肯定)
我利用这个假期 to settle things with my past.我很光荣,也很自豪,因为我成功了。
我勇敢面对我一直不敢面对的人群(男警)(rc camp 时)
经过尝试,我成功揭开心结!!!好轻松啊!!!

我缺乏的不是人家的认同,而是认同自己的勇气!
我要勇敢!!!面对一切!!!

Monday, 30 May 2011

Every day diary

Participated the red cross activity made me realise, i am still not strong enough (mentally amd physically).

i will strive to make my self to be stronger so that i could protect help others.

Saturday, 28 May 2011

i will face my fear

i will face my fear and put an end to this...

Saturday, 21 May 2011

打开绿屋,晒晒阳光!

弟弟从小就皮得很 ,大人的话永远都进不了弟弟的耳朵。不懂事故的弟弟让我们一家大小都为他担心,担心将来他将如何踏入社会独立生活。几个星期弟弟还遇上了车祸, 幸好, 只受了皮外伤,但也足够让我们一家来个破胆之惊。

今天早上, 弟弟要到怡保整理宿舍和准备上学,虽然这到怡保只要一个多钟头的车程,但这还是弟弟第一次需要离开家这么长的时间(五年)。我并没有随他一同去, 因为正在考试,只有父母陪他。

弟弟离开家前,我发现他好像成长了几分, 发出的气息不同了,有成熟的味道。这是我才肯定他已经准备好了。 我给他一个拥抱,叮咛他‘长大了要乖乖啊’!

人人说‘离开家的孩子才会成长’果然不虚!

弟弟加油!!!