well, i have walked a long way, and finally its the end of my high school life. there are bitterness and sweetness for each and every step i took. so lets have a flash back , a summary or even a conclusion of my journey.

when i started this blog, my purpose was to find an event to fill the emptiness in me ,a place to hide from my problems and reasons to rationalise running away from my problems. u guys always heard me complaining , regretting because could not embrace myself to face my problems.

when i entered form 6. i said to my self 'face my problems it's now or never' . so i embrace myself although with fear to join the activity they also participate in as AJK . because i wasted all the time we could work together and have fun, running away. so i feel like i am given a second chance to see how it is working and have fun with them. i walked the road not taken( great thanks to Chu Yong andHan Min)

i started talking to the friends that i afraid of my whole life. and the more i talked to them i found they don't think the same the way i think of me ! as a traitor. and started to bond a little( at least there is no wall between us).

wah so relived, never thought it would be so easy....and this time i really felt growing up. because i have overcome my fear...hehehe